the last couple of days! I have been thinking a lot about the Proverbs 31 woman and how in the world did she do it? I feel like all I do all day long is clean. I clean the living room then head back to the laundry room to do some laundry. Five minutes later, I put some laundry away and head back out to the living room and it has been destroyed by a whirling dervish!! What is up with this? I really just want for my apartment to stay clean for a week. That would be awesome. It is not going to happen! I have to just admit failure. How do women do this? How do they keep these immaculate houses with children? I know my schedule has fallen by the way side since the Holidays but come on, this is February 1st!! I have to get back on track. I have to get back on a schedule and figure out what is going on.
I am slowly decluttering the apartment and getting rid of stuff that is just sitting around. Well, at least my stuff. Brian is in charge of getting rid of his own stuff which hasn't been much. So anyway, I guess I am just feeling a failure at the Mom and wife thing right now. And know that there is no way I can hold a candle to the Proverbs 31 woman. I guess I wonder Why would God make that standard so beyond achieving? Oh well, it isn't the first thing I have failed at and it won't be the last I am sure of that.
Okay, just really down right now and feeling pretty lonely so I am going to go have devotions and go to bed. I probably should not have even blogged today.
Leesha is doing great by the way! She was really glad to have Daddy home tonight. He had meetings on Monday and Tuesday so tonight was the first night she got her dose of Daddy time. Unfortunately, Brian goes on call Friday night!
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